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not too sure how to work this thing yet QuQ
but Ive made a public facebook cosplay page
so if youre interested please check it out!
www.facebook.com/cosplayria
*v*/
but Ive made a public facebook cosplay page
so if youre interested please check it out!
www.facebook.com/cosplayria
*v*/
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Recently I've been pretty up and down with life
and even if things are running pretty smoothly in school and with social life I havent been able to get much done orz;;
Im just not up to my game I guess lolll QuQ~
Possibly, a little part of it is because my family has started to get more harsh with their dislike for my cosplaying after ALA QuQ;; they've started to not really mind hurting my feelings in order to make me take off my cosplays;;
not that they had ever really been supportive of the things that I like to do lol orz
so I might end up having to cut back a little bit (hopefully I can just stay in my room and not bother them TuT? so they wont make me take off make up tests and stuff at least)
On a more important note,
I've realized that Ill be turning 18 in October. And I was actually kind of looking forward to going to college and getting my drivers license and stuff... lol but not anymore..
Although college apps were long over with,
my family decided to limit me to 3 choices of where I would like to go for college:
1. UCLA (Which my GPA and SAT score would most probably not get me into.)
2. Santa Monica Community College (note the words community college)
3. Pierce Community College (once again, community college)
The only place that I would possibly like to attend of these 3 is UCLA which I most probably cant even get into TuT.
Why are my choices so crappy?
Because my parents said they would not allow me to attend any CSU's, any other UC's, and any private colleges.
I had originally wanted and planned to attend CSU Long Beach for their illustration program, or maybe even perhaps their design media program.
This was honestly my number 1 choice, and I actually have a large chance of getting in, so I found it to be my most reliable college plan and I was really looking forward to it.
Although not the best of schools, it was, in a sense, my dream school. And I had put lots of expectations and felt very excited for the experiences that I was hoping to have there.
Lol but nope.
All of my planning and ambitions were of no matter.
Even if I say something like 'Im my own human being, I choose where I go.'
Im a dependent.
And at this point, Im but a parasite living a pampered child-life under another persons roof...
WELL, FUCKING SHIT.
ITS NOT LIKE IT CRUSHES ME TO THINK THAT I CANT ATTEND THE ONE GODDAMNED FUCKING SCHOOL I WANTED TO THAT I COULD ACTUALLY GET INTO.
ITS THE ONLY OPEN DOOR THAT LEAD TO THE WAY I ACTUALLY /DREAMED/ TO GO.
AND THE ONLY REASON WHY I CANT WALK THROUGH IT IS BECAUSE IM A PARASITIC LITTLE DUMB-SHIT BRAT THAT CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT DEPENDING ON A COUPLE THAT CONSTANTLY TELLS IT THAT THEY CANT DIVORCE BECAUSE OF IT.
WELL, THANKS.
THANKS FOR STAYING TOGETHER /FOR ME/.
HERE, LET ME SIT HERE ALONE UNTIL YOU FINISH WORK.
OH WHAT?
ITS 20 YEARS LATER?
BOTH OF MY PARENTS PASSED AWAY?
THEY LEFT A DEBT?
WELL FUCK.
MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO A BETTER COLLEGE AND GOTTEN A BETTER JOB?
LOVE, RIA.
I guess Im going to community college.
Wow wow did you actually read to the end lol?
Sorry for the inconvenience orz
and even if things are running pretty smoothly in school and with social life I havent been able to get much done orz;;
Im just not up to my game I guess lolll QuQ~
Possibly, a little part of it is because my family has started to get more harsh with their dislike for my cosplaying after ALA QuQ;; they've started to not really mind hurting my feelings in order to make me take off my cosplays;;
not that they had ever really been supportive of the things that I like to do lol orz
so I might end up having to cut back a little bit (hopefully I can just stay in my room and not bother them TuT? so they wont make me take off make up tests and stuff at least)
On a more important note,
I've realized that Ill be turning 18 in October. And I was actually kind of looking forward to going to college and getting my drivers license and stuff... lol but not anymore..
Although college apps were long over with,
my family decided to limit me to 3 choices of where I would like to go for college:
1. UCLA (Which my GPA and SAT score would most probably not get me into.)
2. Santa Monica Community College (note the words community college)
3. Pierce Community College (once again, community college)
The only place that I would possibly like to attend of these 3 is UCLA which I most probably cant even get into TuT.
Why are my choices so crappy?
Because my parents said they would not allow me to attend any CSU's, any other UC's, and any private colleges.
I had originally wanted and planned to attend CSU Long Beach for their illustration program, or maybe even perhaps their design media program.
This was honestly my number 1 choice, and I actually have a large chance of getting in, so I found it to be my most reliable college plan and I was really looking forward to it.
Although not the best of schools, it was, in a sense, my dream school. And I had put lots of expectations and felt very excited for the experiences that I was hoping to have there.
Lol but nope.
All of my planning and ambitions were of no matter.
Even if I say something like 'Im my own human being, I choose where I go.'
Im a dependent.
And at this point, Im but a parasite living a pampered child-life under another persons roof...
WELL, FUCKING SHIT.
ITS NOT LIKE IT CRUSHES ME TO THINK THAT I CANT ATTEND THE ONE GODDAMNED FUCKING SCHOOL I WANTED TO THAT I COULD ACTUALLY GET INTO.
ITS THE ONLY OPEN DOOR THAT LEAD TO THE WAY I ACTUALLY /DREAMED/ TO GO.
AND THE ONLY REASON WHY I CANT WALK THROUGH IT IS BECAUSE IM A PARASITIC LITTLE DUMB-SHIT BRAT THAT CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT DEPENDING ON A COUPLE THAT CONSTANTLY TELLS IT THAT THEY CANT DIVORCE BECAUSE OF IT.
WELL, THANKS.
THANKS FOR STAYING TOGETHER /FOR ME/.
HERE, LET ME SIT HERE ALONE UNTIL YOU FINISH WORK.
OH WHAT?
ITS 20 YEARS LATER?
BOTH OF MY PARENTS PASSED AWAY?
THEY LEFT A DEBT?
WELL FUCK.
MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO A BETTER COLLEGE AND GOTTEN A BETTER JOB?
LOVE, RIA.
I guess Im going to community college.
Wow wow did you actually read to the end lol?
Sorry for the inconvenience orz
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I had the privilege of working for the Fruit Stickers Maid Cafe as a butler last saturday *q*!~
uhuhu excitingg (FB page: www.facebook.com/FruitStickers… )
There werent as many customers as we had expected uvu"
due to this, we didnt make as much money as we had expected either.
But I just wanted to write this up and hope for your guys' support for the next time around that they hold a cafe *v*9!! So we can have more customers--//slapped
You can find a few of the amazing photos of the maid cafe shoot from snpt.deviantart.com (This guy is a great photographer *V*!!!)
There are more but, not in places that I can directly link in ;u; but if I can find them I will update this journal and add uvu!
Im hoping they would let me butler around again when they hold their next event *q* ehehe //slapped
Thanks for reading! And hoping for your support *v*!
uhuhu excitingg (FB page: www.facebook.com/FruitStickers… )
There werent as many customers as we had expected uvu"
due to this, we didnt make as much money as we had expected either.
But I just wanted to write this up and hope for your guys' support for the next time around that they hold a cafe *v*9!! So we can have more customers--//slapped
You can find a few of the amazing photos of the maid cafe shoot from snpt.deviantart.com (This guy is a great photographer *V*!!!)
There are more but, not in places that I can directly link in ;u; but if I can find them I will update this journal and add uvu!
Im hoping they would let me butler around again when they hold their next event *q* ehehe //slapped
Thanks for reading! And hoping for your support *v*!
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I moved over from 
I will be using this account as a cosplayer rather than an artist from now on uvu9
Please take care of me m(_ _)m
I will be using this account as a cosplayer rather than an artist from now on uvu9
Please take care of me m(_ _)m
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